The Pain we suffer

When I started writing I didn't want to do it on a scale where a whole bunch of people could see, never mind the Internet. 1. I'm not a professional writer 2. I wasn't really sure if Ive ever even written a proper sentence and 3. I didn't want to waste my time writing unless it would benefit someone. Myself first and then others. This blog has become my outlet I thought at first it wouldn't help but it actually does. Its like therapy. All the pain, all the secrets, all the stories we keep inside as addicts I can write about and its a great release. A word orgasm. Like i said i know I'm not a professional writer,but I do have things to say. Some graphic some uplifting. I wish there were more places I could go to read about other addicts experiences so that is why I want to continue writing even though it might not be perfect I hope to share the pain we go through together with other people going through what I am.